Been away way too long!

Hubby's finally here. Yay! Arrived June 28th. Hubby's been a darling. He's really good at getting to the root of my issues, and I really have issues still lingering from my mom's diagnosis of terminal cancer, her subsequent death, funeral, and the myriad of issues and suffering arising since, and as a result of my mom's death. I must deal with these issues to be successful in my dietetics studies, my relationships, and ultimately achieving success in my weight loss, considering that my weight really spiralled out of control after my mom's death.

Just in case you were wondering how boot camp went- It was a failure. I really did not have the motivation to do it. I ended up being like if I end up looking like an enormous pig, so be it ... It is what it is. These are my battle scars, and hubby will have to deal with them. And, he has been amazing. One night while we were in bed, he asked me why I had abandoned doing my skype exposees with him while he was still in the UK(To help with the passion side of things while we were separated by distance, I would give him peeks of myself in the buff while we were skype video calling). I stopped doing this, because I was becoming huge, and I did not feel sexy or think hubby would find me sexy). Anyways, when I told him my misgivings, he reacted in the polar opposite to what I expected. He was very supportive, and I felt secure in his continued passion for me. Love you hubby! Mom, thank you so much for introducing hubby and I to each other. You did well! I meela!

xoxo,
fat-dietitian-to-be